So sad to hear such bad news,to lose someone you love so much,if you feel like crying then you should let it out,same if you need to speak about your Dad,then you should,I am crying right now for the pain I know you are going through,you will feel,no matter what anyone says sad and angry and hurt and lost and sometimes very lonely,everything needs time to heal,you won’t ever forget,but time does allow you to heal a little bit at a time.Please accept my thoughts and my prayers that will be with you,in my thoughts and prayers Love Maureen x