I have just been and had a look on your blog, and i read that, i am o so sorry for you, it must off been such a shock for you. big ((((hug)))) thinking of you.
Well, I think it hasn’t hit in yet ,Was out in the family home and its been crazy ya know? met oodles of cousins (they all seem to be Male) I’d forgotten I had
Honestly we’re all in bits and pieces.I’m trying to pretend to be ‘normal’ but its not working,I keep bursting into tears at random moments.I finished his daddies day card for him 2 days ago,cant give it to him cos the casket will closed.
It hurts a lot.Sorry don’t mean to grump
{{{Taavjax}}} I’m so very sorry to read the news. I hope you have family nearby to help you at this time. I know that you don’t know me, but I know a bit about loss, and I truly feel for you. I’ll keep you in my prayers xx
So very sorry to hear your sad news. It does take time for it to sink in when you lose someone suddenly. My mum died a few years ago, she was 46 and in good health so totally unexpected. I found most comfort from lovely messages from online friends, and with keeping busy doing anything that didn’t require too much thought! Take care, we’re all here for you if you need us! xxx
Honestly ,I have’t read a word anyones said,I can’t not yet but thank you to each and everyone one of you.Thank you for the Pms also.I didn’t want to put the forum on a downer which is why I never came out right and said anything.
Its hurts so much I can hardly breathe-I’m a married 33 year mum of two and I’m cryig that nothing on earth.I love my daddy so much, he was my daddy
The service is tomorrow at 12.15 at our local family parish -today was another round of hugs,tears and saying thank for coming to faces I will never recognise.I never knew so many people knew and loved him.My daddy was Polish/German and even after 43+ odd years in N.I he still spoke with his strong german accent.
I can’t pull it together I don’t know if I can do this tomorrow I couldn’t even stand in the room where he is right now.I think my head is telling me if I can’t see the casket then its not real.He was my daddy, its not fair.
