Aww, shame you didn't get to see your friends but understand. I'm normally the one who ends up wet and bedraggled as well as I walk everywhere!
Oooh I did LAMDA at school! I did drama and reading one and did quite good too with distinctions and honours - didn't realise they still did them
Maybe whoever names tomorrows thread should think of something upbeat - freaky certainly summed up the mood today!!! Bet you never thought it would all get so weird Emmilou!!!!
wow thats excellent, suz, you are definitely a lady with many many talents, right will let you go,night night, suz, have a good sleep... i'm going to carry on with amber's cerulean...
Yeah, day one is start of period (sorry!), so day three is still in the throws of it but your energy levels are higher and you've passed the PMT stage.
Boy you'll all be power walking next month! Start counting!!
Katy, tomorrow morning is day 5!!
hahah, thought last night was thursday - what a silly girl i am!
that 's great katy it's nice to have an ordinary problem to help out with sometimes
dietgirl I know a little of what you feel for diffferent reasons.
I think I must have said the owrd lonely and alone about three times when I saw the pyschologist last week.
Who I must say is brilliant.
Its strange but I often feel lonely or alone but then I must be getting used to it as sometimes I find the physical company of others too overwhelming at times and just wish for a bit of alone time - if that makes sense!
Suzie, I think that thing where you are lonely but still don't want to be with others happens to me. I reckon it is because the illusion that you are in their company when you are not properly connected is more uncomfortable than just being on your own.
Now either that made sense to you, or it sounded like psychobabble lalaland...but if the it is the latter, you can ignore me if you want.
That does make sense RC I also feel uncomfortable in the presence of people I know well too when it comes to small talk (not family though), like I don't quite belong or I'm on the outside looking in. I have no problem chatting to people on here but I do worry that if we were all physically in a room together I might not feel comfortable enough to talk freely! Daft I know.
Also I can have brilliant converstations with strangers on airplanes, in queues, in shops etc so maybe I'm a bit weird
Anyway I've felt like this since I was a kid and sorry if I've bored anyone with my strangeness!!!!
I am not convinced it is weird, maybe you just have different moods...exactly like everyone else does. Come to think of it, always being in the same mood would be a lot more weird.
yeah makes me think of some people who continually seem to be in a bad mood!
Generally I think its because most people I know (with the exception of those on here!) don't have the same interests as me so it does make it difficult to relate to them on a lot of levels
i fully understand what you're saying, suzie and RC - it's like you're watching yourself on tv...
i was called "narky a**e" in school by a lot of kids, but i used to listen to music at night and cry about how upsetting it was (for example - cyndi lauper "true colours",etc.), ... in fact, even nowadays, i find the love story in the most weirdest of films (so i've been told!) like bram stoker's dracula, natural born killers, etc....
Well Emmilou I think its because we're all so artistic and crafty that maybe our brains are wired differently I often watch films and think, hang on a minute, this has all been about saving that one person and loads of people have died in the process - what makes them more special than the others that their life must be saved over everyone elses (apart from the fact they're the star)??? I know what you mean though, I often feel bad for the "bad guy" in the film too!
I can't remember being called anything bad at school but remember being one of those sitting on the outskirts and also befriending those who the other "perfect" people deemed not worthy of their friendship. One girl was picked on so much because of her glasses she was feeling suicidal so I took her under my wing so to speak!
Oh and my musical taste ran to heavy metal so you can just imagine how unpopular I was with all those new romantics around (although I did like that sort of music too) just that Ozzy and Saxon and Iron Maiden and Def Leppard were much more fun!
yeah, i used to feel sorry for wil'E coyote and tom the cat when i was a kid, i still do when alysa watches them now...hahaha!!
i love def leppard and ozzy(and meatloaf and metallica and thin lizzy and whitesnake and...and...and...lolol!!! )to be honest, i love lots of different music from things like the doors and jimi hendrix and janis to david bowie, pink floyd, g'n'r, lost prophets and even some dancey stuff...i think we are all possibly like that, very open and diverse
anyhoo, i've got to go and get alysa ready for bed now, take care and hopefully speak to you later...TTFN
Oh Emmilou - I forgot all those too! Pink Floyd are ace although The Wall was quite depressing. And dare I say I love Marillion too? I've met them on quite a few occasions and have an autographed DVD that was produced on a Marillion weekend at Butlins!!! I came home with a signed copy of a DVD of the concert I was at, how cool is that???
hi again, suzie
ooh my hubby and i both love marillion but i have to admit it was the earlier stuff (misplaced childhood) thats excellent about the autographed dvd though...the only autographed thing we got from butlins (last year) was the bloke with sooty,...erm...i can't even remember his name now, how bad is that??!!?? i used to watch sooty when i was little when matthew corbett did it
the wall was very depressing i have to admit and very sad (as in made me cry) but my favourite pink floyd song is wish you were here, i don't know why, just something about it that hits a chord inside...
i'm going to carry on with amber's cerulean... 
in fact, even nowadays, i find the love story in the most weirdest of films (so i've been told!) like bram stoker's dracula, natural born killers, etc....
